Ususally i feel like the luckiest person alive and am very greatful for that. After being made redundant at a very early age, i've been self employed/ran my own business for the last 25 years. The moneys not bad and i can do what the hell i like most of the time. Having said that i still can have really crap days and think whats it all about (yesterday for instance) and sometimes i'm my own worst enemy and don't go home because it is my business and things need doing. Having said all that i work because i enjoy it, but the most important things are the wife and kids, followed by the bike obsession and work provides me with the most acceptable way of funding al of that other than winning the lottery. |