Thanks Joolz that post was great! Its really hard to describe what it does without sounding like a whinger especailly when people see you careering round a track at "Silly mph".
The attacks Ive had have always left me with a little "present" where Ive had to find strategies to manage little glitches.
This one was particularly vicious...three days of medication lowered my immune system so low I picked up a nasty tonsiliitis and some other bug that prevented me eating
...so Ive lost a lot of weight. After a particularly quiet xmas, my New year went great, I had a couple of drinks and shot of tequila and a good boogie (even if it was tricky to co-ordinate my feet, mind you there were so many drunkards you couldn't tell anyway!)
This time it has left me with a real lack of confidence, as I keep having these episodes of lack of co-ordination which I never know when they are going to happen and there doesn't seem to be a trigger...its affected my self confidence both in driving the car and Ive not even attempted to sit on a bike
...Mind you, you all know me by now...give me some time....I'll be fine on the straights...lets just hope it doesn't come when Im on a corner!!!
Oh...and thanks everyone! To know youre thinking of me gives me great confidence and positivity!