Jool's , Regrets, I've had a few! but then again, too few to mention

and so the song goe's
You will win through mate!
Good luck to both of you!
I can identify with TORTUGA!
My own story,
I went to school with a beautifull girl, we sat next to each other all through school, we were soul mates!
years later, I married her sister

My best Friend from school married Her!
when she was 23, she came to work in my haulage business,
one day when she was 25, she came into work and after a while, she complained of a headache!
minutes later she hit the deck, I tried in vain to stop her swallowing her tongue as she was having a fit! I held her in my arms whilst I was waiting for the ambulance !
but it was not meant to be!!!!!!!!!!
For five years i visited the Grave and punnished my self as to the reasons why i could not save her!
at the time I was young, foot loose and Flying with my own business!
But it somehow changed my out look on life from there on in!
Since that day I have lost some real good mates, on bikes and I have had mates ask me why I am so "hard" at the funerals!!
I cant explain why!
Mrs mav recently went through Breast cancer and touch wood we are now over the worst!
I remember asking the surgon to fit a pair of 44DD's on Mrs mav
The up shot of it all, is this jools ! as dickie said earlier PMA
Positive mental attitude!
dont ever give up you Two ! and never give in to it!!
keep the faith
We all have a story to tell. >>>>mav